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So I had a sleepover at my boyfriends house, and he fell asleep before me for the first time ever and I learnt that he talks in his sleep!
He started mumbling, “I just love her so much” an “can she stay with me forever” and said “she’s so beautiful dad”
Touched, I asked him what he dreamt about last night. His response? His new 3 week old kitten.
My boyfriend is 23.
Physically, I am not alone. I have lots of great friends but inside me is a different story. I just have this feeling of emptiness that never goes away. I just want to be loved by someone the same way I love them but I’m starting to think that maybe I was just meant to be alone all this time.
that horrible feeling you get when all your friends are in a relationship and then there’s you, feeling alone, like a third wheel ,thinking that nobody will ever like you, and thinking about your future … lonely without a husband or wife… I hate that feeling but it occurs all the time
I feel like I’m just hard to understand and that makes me hard to love, hard to want, hard to accept… I’m just not meant for anyone..
for once, I want someone to look at me and think I’m the pretty one, someone who won’t leave like the others did, who won’t mess me around, send me mixed signals or go from liking me one day to being completely uninterested the next.
I want someone who won’t look at my scars and say they make me ugly, who’ll accept my absolute weirdness, who’ll be there through the good days and the worst days.
But let’s be honest, no one wants a fucked up girl, no one wants the hassle.
I honestly just cannot picture anyone wanting to spend the rest of their life with me.. I’m unlovable??
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